Aasdkk. Sigh

I am so terrified
That you won't come back to me
Some would question why it is that I care so much
They question
Because they do not understand
-If you don't mind me stating the obvious-
I just look forward to it all
I refuse to not have it


-I can't fall apart again.

Why does hope exist ?

I have too much.
I can never let go.
I can't give up.

Blehhh.
Ajshdiwowkwheueod.

This is so unhealthy.
But if I let go , I have nothing.
You're all I hold onto.
Because at the end of the day , you're all that I want. <3

it had been four months .

i saw you on a tuesday
it was everything i thought it would be ,
but not everything i wanted it to be.

each kiss , tore at me.
yet , made me the happiest ive been since you left.

i still cant believe it. we touched

when i grabbed your hand , and you closed your fingers around mine ..
i all of a sudden remembered what it was like ...
to feel loved. to be happy. to smile

im not me without you , dear.

youre so beautiful and i have every ounce of hope in the depth of my heart ,
waiting on you to find your way back to me.

please dont stay astray for far too long.

-ill always love you. you know that <3