You now invade my dreams.
I had the perfect one last night.
It was about your return.
It was everything I wanted it to be.
But darling , I need that in reality.
Terrified to go to sleep ,
In fear of thinking of you ..
I'll just become an insomniac.
No matter how much my eyes long for sleep ,
My thoughts go aray when I try to put my mind to rest.
Memories fill my head when my heart needs a break the most.
I can't quit thinking about everything.
Our loving past,
Our miserable present,
Our possibly impossible future.
Reminders of your love tear at me.
I can't be completely happy without you <3
-if only you felt the same. then I could sleep a little better at night ..
... My smile was taken long ago.
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